can my life suck anymore then it is. Everyone think they have a hard life. like this one bitch complaing about her dad. at least you have a fucking real father. when i dont. i do have one but he never gave a fuck about me. so i grew up with my stepdad and he a pain in the ass.

Well if anyone care if i got the job i was working last Saturday. well i didnt get the job and now i regreat it. becuase all i do is make my life a living hell. i can never make my mom happy. i want a good realtionship with her but do i get it.. no.

talk about put peer pressue on your daughter. she love to do that everyday. say im going to kick you out of this house if you dont get a job. i wish she would just let me be me. im try my hardest to get a job so she can take more of my money like she does all the time. i have no money anymore. i never have chorices like now. where you do something and pay for it.

So yeah who think they have a hard life. wake up and read this. i have a bad life. i been haveing a hell of a life since 16. becuase it all deal with the 3 letter word. "job"

it every day."why dont you go fill an accplainted to a job. you brother got a job" and shit along that line. why should i brother get one. i been turn down so many times. i had what 3 jobs and one i had to quite becuase of school amd the other two i just work for a day and the boss there didnt call me back like they said so i gave up. im not the person for work. why should i brother. seriouly i just going to be end up like always. happy about it and then feel the pain of not get the job.*sighs*

i just real want to die and dont deal with this pain. Im crying every day in the inside more becuase i see my mom and stepdad happy about my brother. maybe just becuase he my stepdad son or who knows. maybe i should just go slit my wrist or something now. with that im off the computer. and another note i might be get my interent kick off again. right now it a treated from my bitch ass mother.