Wonder what life will be like if Harry Potter got married to anyone he want. or for example got marry to Hermione. They had kids and went to Hogwarts like they did. Or Even Like Draco Malfoy had kids and got married. Well Even Professer Snape had kids that were coming to Hogwarts? Well here you chance you can image it. Hogwart is Place when Harry,Ron ,Hermoine,Draco and etc kids are going to hogwarts. Anything can happen. Love, hate, drama, and of course trouble in the castle or with kids.

Sound like something you want to join. Well then comement the Mod Jouranl.


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Celeb life is a commuinty over on weedweb.net that just open last Thursday and there are over 40 something members. you can also hold your person for 24 hours. unless you need to hold longer but no longer then a week. but if you want to join. just go over and comment in Tweety's Jouranl. Our Kate Bosworth would love a josh hartnett to start a story line with her. if you join we will give you a layout and icons.

okay you know what. I dont really like Slash writers. i have nothing against gay,Lesbians, biosexual people. why is that i dont care for that in real life but in rpg. it because there is a lot of them that rpg like it. im like wtf. that all you fucking care about is get another guy or girl with your character if a guy you want another guy and the same with if your character a girl. Really. what the fuck is your promble. really just because you gay and shit. doesnt mean you fucking character has to be gay.

Yeah im bitch out about ebcuase in my commuinty we have a lot of female character that are staight and single and they would like have hooked up with some guys. but you know why they cant. it becuase everyone fucking guy there who is staight are taken or the guys are gay.

why on top of be a bitch. I hate when people fucking are backstabbers.*coughs*likesomeoneiknow*coughs* she goes and say shit to another person and then say oh i didnt say that. whatever. that fucking pissed me off. then say im blackmale her to come back to join my commuinty. fuck you, becuase i remember everything i said and you said. so dont be miss innconcet and say i said this or that with out say the truth.

anyways im out. and no crys that was dirctely at you. it was about another girl in another commuinty i was in and she was in another one i mod in blurty.

that all im going to bitch about. yeah ingore the next post becuase im reposting all my icons here. im dealted my icon journal. why i just want to.

I dont know if i want to do this anymore. im just siting here and wondering if i should still make more icons or graphics. no one say thank you for makeing icons, ceridt me or my graphis.

I feel like im push a friend away from me. why i dont know. it just im afarid of get hurt again like i did with this girl in teaxs i knew in 15. she change and i try to change for her and be nice to her friends and stuff. but it wasnt me i want to be me as i was before the change. well i told her to pick her friends over her bestfriend since 5. and you know who she pick. the other girl.

So see crys, if you reading this. this why im get scared of our friendship. im afarid you be like her. even i know you wont. but yeah nevermind.

then today on my dad off for the second week of work. i get this email from my brother who in polando and wait does it say. it say my cousin my not walk. why you asked. well it start a couple weeks ago. he got in the hostpail becuase he was in a head on collison with another car. he could have die. but im glad he didnt. i didnt want to losed another cousin i was so closed to. I lost one when he was 18. and i was young but he was my fav. but he was on my dad side. this one is on my mom side. god i dont if i can keep up writing. my tears are already falling from my eyes. i wish i was there next to him. but i cant becuase i have a job and it just im new and cant take a week off yet. plus i need the money. since im going to see danielle next summer i hope if my mom would let me or me and here going to caildorina for a road trip or something.*laughs* who knows.

anyways back to my cousin. well like i said he was on a head on collison. and he broken his leg and arm in two place.and stuck in the hostpail bed for a little he was suposed to be married in august right. but he call that off becuase of this. but today he went to see the docotor to help him walk but he not showing any effot to put strenget to walk. but if i was there he would have try it for me. i wish he know im hthere in sprit not psyhally. that why i havent been my self. im worried about him.

okay enough of that. there another reason im made. it becuase this rummor or orlando and Kate bosworth. i mean come on tell me what you hosting think of this
( he happy here then when look at this one )
( he avodied her )
it like hello the fucking press is confused me. and i wish they would stop. and in orli mouth." i too busy with work and im try to fine a new house" why would he date a no tatlednt actress? that my opion. and watch i get some kate bosworth fans jump on me. fuckl you then. i still she a whore and no tatledn bitch. i never like her. and never will and it not becuse she suposly be him. i hate other stuff about her. i just dont like her period.

okay that all i want to say.

Eh. so today was my frist day of work and im like way behind in stuff becuase of work now. im lacking off in make a new icon site. which sucks as fucking hell. but i might get that done soon i hope.*shrugs* i just have a roleplay commuinty i run and doing well since im watch over it unlike some owners here.

oh yeah im going to make my journal friends only. and you know what i think i might bring up my icon journal and make that friends only so i know who is taking my icons since there a lot of stealers now days. or i might make a new one becuase

i let you guys know my icon journal name so you can see my icons/garphics. becuase i want to keep this one for persontly stuff and fanfictions that im think of writing but i dont know if i be able to have time. i might when school start because i wouldnt have to work so much.

oh well im work monday thur friday. and it sucks. becuas my hours are from 5 am to 2. well that for tomorrow adn then tuesday and thrusday im working intill 5-11. and i pray to god she give me off friday and saturday.

oh yeah tuesday night im going to see potc again. poor danielle and crys havent seen it yet. i wont tell you about it. and dont worried danielle you will see it maybe when school starts.


well there all and here some quizs i took.

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okay let me start with yesterday.

well i was like to mom. i will never ever get a job right. oh boy i was wrong. believe me i was so wrong. why well because i put an applicantied in burnger king monday well they call me yesterday and today i had to go back to talk to the manger and which means. i have a job yes. im working now.*laughs*

thank god when school is about a month aways. so that going to pay for school and junk. let see how long im going to keep this job.*laughs*

well that all i want to say.

Today sucks. that about it. why becuase i cant see orlando movie. i have to wait becuase no one want to come with me. my brother dont want to. and my mom wont let me out of the house. that what pissed me off. she treat me like a fuck 12 year old. im fucking 21 one. and i cant do anything. this why i have prombles with my family becuase they love to treated me like a little kid. i wish they would like me be me and let me grow up and let me do what i want.

No becuase im the only female in this stupid family that not married, have kids or anything. it pissed me off to know that all my cousin have family of their own. and they afaird i end up like my cousin in the hostpail. shit i been there already it not like im going to die from a car crash.

yeah anyway i want to write here becuase im pissed off.

God can my life get any more fuck up then today. yeah i told my stepdad he was a son of a bitch because he made a promised to me that he would pay for college. but he back down his deal. then what made it wrost he cut me with a knife in my hand but i drop the knife before i did anything. then check this out he choke me for 25 secs. then beat me in the head for no reason.

Yeah people think i lie about my personly life. why would i so lie say that my life is fuck up huh? well face the facts bitches. i have a fuck up life. and why i dont have a boyfriend. well look at the father figure in my life. my father isnt around and dont care for my life right now.

then check this out. my mom didnt help. and then she laugh at me say i want fill my dream of acting. what so wrong with acting. i want to do it and i will do it. im going to push my self in to. i taught i didnt want to do anymore becuase it wasnt for me but ever since 6th grade i been try to act sick and i told my teach to fuck off and yes i was acting but they didnt care becuase they didnt sent me to dean at the time.*shurgs* oh well.

then to top that off i been get werid ass dreams about orlando bloom. dont asked. it just werid. it has me with him and talking and stuff and in movies together and dating. is that bad im scared.

also i can tell what going on. like what going to happen to me or something. it like that one show call ealry editon or something. where the guy get the paper to tell him what happen the next day. not me it in my brain. i knew my cousin was going to be in the hostpail and then about this rumor with orlando and Kate. okay i dont blieve it and my mind dont either.

Seriouly he can be friends with her and hold her hand after get a ride. but they if that a recent picture of them. why isnt on his sites or papers?*shurgs* my brother hold my hand when i get off scary rides or my cousin. that dont mean im dating him. but back to my point of the recent thing. if recent. why would he be in Cailforina while tory is still fliming. and suppoly kate is fliming somewhere else. then plus if they are"Dating" why would she go to the mtv movie awards alone and keep starting at josh Harrent? or then to the pemier of potc, maybe she was there but why were she near the carmans or near orlando. then why would orlando not be smiling like always. okay maybe that my conulicon on all this.yeah maybe he dont kiss and tell. but come on the fans have to know right?

okay yeah that all i have to get off my shoulder. and yes im going to be full fill my dreams with or without my family support. this my dream and i will do it.

god why is my life can go bad to where i want just dont want to live. Seriouly everyone can get a job and i cant. i dont know why im even living. i just dont want to live anymore. i swear. I think i need help because everytime i do something it just make me feel bad. My brother got a job, my mom and dad can get a job. my damn cousin can get a job. but what about me. can i get a job? no becuase i have to face it im a fucking loser. it hit me hard the face but i never believe it. i guess my mom right dreams dont come true. for some people it does. well im glad for them. because my dreams dont come true.

you know i had this long post in my mind but i give up. i give up on my own life. nothing is going to change my mind. seriouly i just want to end my life. this might sound like be sudiced. but that me im a sudiced person. in the words of simple plan song." god must hate me" if he give my life a living hell. Becuase my cousin in the hopstial and be lucky to alive. then my mom is living on one kindey. then my stepdad who a pain the ass.

so far in my life i lost 8 people that i been so closed to. and people seem to know the real me. noone does expect one girl and im glad i know danielle but i dont know. i have nothing else to say. im off to write something to get my mind off and no i wont do what i want in life.

you can try to cheer me up but it wont help. im off.

*start thinking what to say.*

well my bestfreind net is down again. so yeah she one my roleplay buddies and im going to be bored with out her since i dont have any roleplay buddy expect her and crys. half the people in the commuinty im in dont talk to my character.

Well there Cassandra. she is my elijah wood in a couple commuintys. she the best but she hardly on either. because she got family prombles i think.*shurgs*
i guess i could write a new story, work on a icon site again since the one i had die and my other two are full damn 20 mb on angelfire. what happen to the 50 mb on angelfire? stupid fuckers.

*sighs* god why does the net have to be expenicess as fuck huh?seriouly they should be one pricess not 40, 50 or 200 . i think that so stupid. oh well on the good news im am so going to see orlando new movie on the 9 with my cousin who came from polando and then two kids i babysit for. since im babysiting that night for 4 hours. so two hours in the movies and one hour in line for food and maby 30 mins drive. but yeah they said it was okay to take them since they are 15 and 14..

oh well im off to write a story to keep my self unbored since i cant swim it too cold.

Nica

okay what to say. oh yes my life sucks and im a severent to people. why that. okay maybe i know how to do a journals layouts and yes i can do pay accounts one as you can tell in my journal. then free user but sicne i get asked a lot by a couple people i dont even talk to anymore to do them. but yeah i a nice person to do them free. but now i understand why people are charaged them. but im think of do that but the only way you get them free. if you are my friend or part of my commuinty but other then i tell you prices up front.

okay new subject.
my mom is a bitch. that all.

oh yeah new icons will be post here and in livejournal commuintys and my livejournal.

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can my life suck anymore then it is. Everyone think they have a hard life. like this one bitch complaing about her dad. at least you have a fucking real father. when i dont. i do have one but he never gave a fuck about me. so i grew up with my stepdad and he a pain in the ass.

Well if anyone care if i got the job i was working last Saturday. well i didnt get the job and now i regreat it. becuase all i do is make my life a living hell. i can never make my mom happy. i want a good realtionship with her but do i get it.. no.

talk about put peer pressue on your daughter. she love to do that everyday. say im going to kick you out of this house if you dont get a job. i wish she would just let me be me. im try my hardest to get a job so she can take more of my money like she does all the time. i have no money anymore. i never have chorices like now. where you do something and pay for it.

So yeah who think they have a hard life. wake up and read this. i have a bad life. i been haveing a hell of a life since 16. becuase it all deal with the 3 letter word. "job"

it every day."why dont you go fill an accplainted to a job. you brother got a job" and shit along that line. why should i brother get one. i been turn down so many times. i had what 3 jobs and one i had to quite becuase of school amd the other two i just work for a day and the boss there didnt call me back like they said so i gave up. im not the person for work. why should i brother. seriouly i just going to be end up like always. happy about it and then feel the pain of not get the job.*sighs*

i just real want to die and dont deal with this pain. Im crying every day in the inside more becuase i see my mom and stepdad happy about my brother. maybe just becuase he my stepdad son or who knows. maybe i should just go slit my wrist or something now. with that im off the computer. and another note i might be get my interent kick off again. right now it a treated from my bitch ass mother.

here im going to start writer my post in a different journal. if you guys want to read it. it on needlesspanic but im not give out the sns. you need to either comment me or email me at dani_fuman@yahoo.com and i sent you the sn but other then that im not post it here becuase i have two imatture; wait, make that a commuinty of imatture people who think they are gods gifts. please.*rolling eyes* yeah so all my icons are going to be there and my ooc post and junks. but im keep this journal though since i do havefriends here. oh well im out.

and btw i wasnt on becuase unlike some people here. i have a job. and no danielle i wasnt bashing you. and the same goes to you crys.

This fucking sucks. Danielle wont be on tonight maybe. Does God hate me? Maybe since i said i didnt want to go to work intill i go to school right. well i guess i was wrong. Since i have a stupid job already i have to go to work saturday and you know what sucks it a flower shop and the best part of that is that i get pay 200 a week. but check this out. 40 goes to pay my mom for the interent at least 10 bucks a week goes for gas. then a 50 to save for college. so that 100 bucks gone. then got to pay 60 a month for car insturtions. so what i get stuck with 40 bucks a week? that got to suck. but i dont know if i get pay a tip. so basicly danielle i wont be on intill 5 or 6 saturday. becuase i have to work.*groans*

oh well there cash in my pocket. that the good thing. but when school starts and i have this job still it going to cut back on my roleplaying time too. becuase i have school in the moring. then i might get out at 1 or 2. then come home eat.change. and leave the house at 4 or 4:30 becuase i start at 5. and end at 8 or 9 and be home at 9: 30 then be on intill 12. then go to sleep and get up at 9 for school. im only one to take one class but i guess they wont let me. so i might have to be up at 7.

oh well that all i want to say.
Nica

( nica pissed off part )

Anyways, my pastor to my church passaway today around 2. let see what i was doing at two. oh yes either work on my new commuinty roleplay group. not say where or what the name of it. since there are two jerks here. and you know what i cant blieve livejournal would go on and let this one girl journal on here after bashing on me not knowing the real me.

just becuase i been have bad days and take to my character. you really what to know i made dani a bitch people. yeah you put me where i had to be nice to you in ic is i didnt like you in ooc.

oh well that my update. im out.
Nica. aka Monica.